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I did it!! I bought my plane tickets to go to Tampa with Annabelle April 2nd. I hate flying but I will have a friend with me, everything will be okay. I cannot wait to see my Tampa peoples! They mean so much to me...and they have such a great impact on my life! Especially Nirav, Julie, Big Al, John, Erica, Beth, and of course the list goes on! But I need to try and go to bed. I have the flu, and it is not fun at all!!!!!!!!
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[22 Jan 2005|09:40pm] |
This update is for my best bud in the world Deanna Marie. First off because she told me I should update more, and second off...well she re-did my whole journal to look better! What would I do without her? She makes all my things look better. Now I just need a new picture. Or wait I think she might have just put up one for me. God shes the best!
Anyways I have the flu of some sort and it isnt fun, let me tell you. Maybe once it leaves, I will be all better for the first time in 3 months. That would be great:)
So we are having a blizzard right now! 2-3 feet of snow, fun shit...NOT! this is crazy shit..I found a Jeep Grand Cheeroke I wanted. I might get it yay!!!!!!!!
Anyways Ill update later...peace!
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I HATE COLLEGE. I hate everything about it except the people. I am home for a month and am so excited.
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I freakin love college! But im excited I get to go home november 12th...as much i love everyone here....i miss everyone back home...god i love cape cod sometimes...well i should go to bed night post a comment
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[11 Sep 2004|01:42am] |
wow havent updated in awhile...
actually today at 7pm i flew back home to Massachusetts cuz we were gonna be evacuated in Tampa cuz we have a huge hurricane coming thats gonna hit us directly...so im home for like 5 days probably longer
im excited to be home and see all my friends...but i love school and florida so much im already going crazy cuz i miss everyone...and im so lonely here cuz a lot of people are off in college and im just chillin in my room...watching tv...alone..till like 4 in the morning haha
well i just wanted to update
ttyl peace much love
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[22 Aug 2004|05:57pm] |
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Got to Florida yesterday. The plane ride SUCKED. Then this whole thing happened...witht the reservation for our hotel, so we ended spending one night and then that hotel which was supposed to be this awesome suite sucked. So we packed up like 500 lbs of luggage and went to a new hotel. This place is actually pretty nice. I broke my toe today. I also dyed my hair light brown. It looks so much more natural. So Floridas like 90 but the humidity is like 600%. Its nastyyyyyyyyyyy! Well Deanna and I are about to go see a movie, we havent decided which one yet. Peace out homeslice.
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[16 Aug 2004|11:52pm] |
ive realized you just gotta be happy for the real friends you have in life and stop worrying about all the bad things...im happy now...i mean im just gonna bond with everyone cuz im leaving in 4 days why should i be worried...
well sorrrrrry its time for bed i have to work aan 11 hour shift tomorrow
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[16 Aug 2004|12:41am] |
im sick of being fucked over
people suck
thats life i guess
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[13 Aug 2004|09:57am] |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNIFER LEE MEDEIROS!!!
I'm working today 8am to 7pm. Thats 11 hours. What a long shift. I am gonna try to get out early. Then I am heading over to the beahc for Jenny's bday party. She turned 18 today. It's really bad weather unfortunatly, but the partys still on.
Well I'm at work so I probably should go. Haha Patty is training right now, she'll be working cause we need more people, cause everyones leaving for college.
PEACE
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[11 Aug 2004|06:38pm] |
ME
What does your name mean? something stupid im sure
How old are you? 17
How old are you mentally (as in are you mature?)? haha like 13
How long does it take you get get ready in the morning? an hour
SLEEP
Do you dream at night? Yep
Do you remember your dreams? Usually
Describe one.
I remember being in a hospital and i tryed to leave and Shane Macdougall was there to pick me up, but they caught me and made me go back in, however Chad Michael Murray was my best friend who was in the hospital with me. SO odd but good, two cute boys in one dream, can't beat that.
What time do you go to bed usually? in the summer...like 1 or 2
What time do you wake up normally? summer haha 10-12 depends on the day
What time do you wake on weekends? 10-12
Do you find waking late nice or annoying? nice usually unless i have to work i try to get up at reasonable hour so i can do stuff before work
Do you sleep with one pillow or two? one and it has to pretty flat
SCHOOL
Do you like school? I didnt until i graduated HS and now i miss it kind of
Why/why not? its where you make all your friends overall its a pretty good time
What's your favorite subject? eh my favorite class was law and you
Do you have a fave teacher? mrs ford
Ever had a crush on a teacher? ew no
Are you a maths/science person or an english/drama person? math/science minus the the science
FRIENDS
Do you have heaps of friends? i do have a lot of friends but close friends..liek 5
Do you have a best friend? yuppers DeAnNa MaRiE
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends? it varies both i guess
Do you ever get annoyed at any friends? i can haha
Have you ever lied to a friend? hmm...maybe I don't really remember
Have you ever stolen a friends boyfriend/girlfriend? nope
FAMILY
Do you like your parents? my mom
Ever run away from home? Nope
Ever thought about it? Yep
Do you feel your parents spoil you? when i was little not anymore
Do you not get along with any of your family? yeah
Do you have big family get togethers ever? yah
RELATIONSHIPS
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?nope
If so, are you in love with them? ...
Do they love you? ....
How long have you been together? ...
Most romantic thing theyve ever done for you? ...
Do you have a crush? ehh kinda
If so, are you in love? no
Do they know you like them? no
Is it serious or playful? eh
How long have you liked them? ...
Ever done something stupid to impress them? ...
Have you ever experienced unrequited love? hmm..probably
Do you find it romantic or hurtful? I dunno.
Even know what it is? nope lol
RELIGION
Do you have a religion? yep
Do you practice it i.e go to church? only on special occasions
Do you believe in God? yep
Jesus? yep
Satan? yep
Heaven? yep
Hell? yep
If you died tomorrow what do you beleive will happen to you? My spirit would go somewhere
Does death scare you? yup
MORALS
Taken drugs? nope
Stolen? haha
Shoplifted? haha
Tried to commit suicide? nope
Lied to a boyfriend or girlfriend? lol
Gotten into a fight? not physically
Are you more innocent or guilty? innocent
Would you date a drug addict? probably not
Have you ever had to look after someone who was a drug addict? no
Are you racist? no
Are you discriminatory to anyone? not really
Have you been a hypocrite in the past? yup
Do you have an open or closed mind to other peoples beliefs and feelings? depends
MEDIA
Do you watch tons of tv? not really
How many times have you been to the movies in the past 6 months? maybe 5 times
Do you listen to the radio often? not really
Do you read the newspaper? not really
Do you read magazines? yup
Are you a couch potato? nope
Do you use the internet too much? yep
MUSIC
Whats your fave style of music? rap/hiphop/r&b or country hehe random
Do you play an instrument? no
Do you sing? yep
Whats your fave band(s)? Kenny Chesney Lloyd Banks oh you kno...
Why? Because..
Name 3 cds that youve bought in that last year. Lloyd Banks, Ashlee Simpson, and A Cinderella Story Soundtrack
PERSONALITY
Are you funny or serious? funny but serious
Creative or not? not
Logical thinker or lateral thinker? logical
Are you outgoing or shy? shy
Are you lazy or active? haha eh both
Have you ever been hyperactive? yep
Are you a naturally hyperactive person? no
LOOKS
Are you happy with the way you look? eh..not really
What would you change? my tummy
Do you wear makeup regularly? yeah
Do you have a large wardrobe? uh yah
MONEY
Do you have a job? 2
Do you like it? not one lil bit
Are you a saver or a spender? spender
Do you work hard or slack off? slack off haha
Have you ever been fired? no
In trouble at work? no
Made a major mistake? not really
Ever had money stolen from you? no
Are you always broke? yah
EMBARRASSING MOMENTS
Your all time most embarassing moment? when i split my pants at work
Ever embarassed yourself and pretended nothing happened? no..I'd laugh it off
Ever tripped in front of someone you liked? no
Ever said soemthing really stupid? of course
Ever snorted while laughing? only on purpose
Ever fallen off a bed? Yep
Ever sleepwalked? no
Ever sleeptalked? yea
----THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT----
Something important on your desk: if i had a desk
When you sleep you wear: tank and shorts
If you could afford it at the moment, you would buy: clothes, cds..and my tickets for my trip
Something you don't have a lot of: cds -they are all scratched
If your house was burning and you could only save 3 items what would they be: laptop, pillow, and my purse
MORALS
If there were no side effects, you would enjoy being addicted to: hmmm
A time when you purposely hurt someone emotionally: haven't
A time you accidentally hurt someone emotionally: dunno
One person you have killed in your thoughts: well
FRIENDS:
Three traits you look for in a friend: funny nice and caring
Who makes you laugh most often: tie between deanna and cort
A friend who you can tell anything: basically any of them
A friend you can go to for advice: hmmmm
The best piece of advice you had been given: whats meant to be will find a way
Two closest friends: deanna and cort and alicia and jen and kayla oh god i cant pick 2
The friend who uses most of your energy: haha uh weird
EGO
Your 3 best qualities: i listen well even when i dont want too, im nice, and i can be funny
Your 3 worst qualities: irii get mad easily, angry, and i dont take things lightly
Describe your Ideal self: skinny successful with friends who care
You are embarrassed when: I don't know what I'm talking about
The greatest physical pain you ever endured: hmm im not too sure
The greatest emotional pain you ever endured: heartbreak
Moment you are most ashamed of: i dunno
Your best physical feature: eyes
Who/What makes you happy: friends
Who/what makes you sad: sad movies, or the fact that im moving FAR FAR away
EMOTIONS
Emotion you hide most:unhappyness
The emotion you tend to experience most: happyness
The emotion you are feeling most lately: excited and scared
You have a huge amount of guilt regarding: dunno
When you are angry you need: be alone
When you are sentimental you need: a good romance movie
When you are in love you need: love.
MEMORIES
One of your most peaceful memories: sleeping, relaxing
One of your most tragic memories: losing people
One of your angriest memories: dunno
A memory that makes you laugh: DO I LOOK LIKE A JACKET? touch the goaffer
A memory that makes you happy: CdA if we were all still friends
Something someone can say or do that you find extremely attractive: cute pickup lines
Something someone can say or do that you find unattractive: yelling
Two things appealing about people: sense of humor and nice teeth hehe
A personality trait you find appealing: humor
Your secret passion: singing
What you enjoy most about having a committed relationship: was dance
FINALLY
If you had more time alone you would: do artsy stuff
If you had more patience you would: clean
If you could change one thing about your physical appearance what would it be: less tummy
If you had no commitments what would you be doing: shopping!
If you could have one super power what would it be: invisibility
If you could start all over...: I'd do it all differently
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[11 Aug 2004|03:12pm] |
Well last night it really hit me, I'm leaving in 10 days for Florida and college, and I won't be back for 4 whole months. I've been really depressed lately. I already miss my friends and I haven't even gone anywhere. I already have plans with everyone up until Monday. And I still have to fit in like 5 more people and all my family. Yikes. On a happier note, Deannas coming with me to Florida. We are going to Disney and everything. It's gonna be fun.
I watched 13 going on 30 last night alone, it was a really cute movie. But my favorite movie ever is, A Cinderella Story, it was sooooooooooooooo cute! I wish something like that would happen to me:(
Well anyways I'm working, so maybe I should actually go back and do something. Haha yah right, like that will ever happen.
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< Current Clothes ] khaki shorts, black tank, scorpio shirt, and my HyLine shirt
[ Current Mood ] pissed off
[ Current Music ] nothin
[ Current Taste ] salt and vinegar chips
[ Current Make-up ] mascara and eyeliner
[ Current Hair ] straight and down
[ Current Annoyance ] the phone ringing at work
[ Current Smell ] body by victoria secret
[ Current Favorite Artist ] hmmmm kenny chesney
[ Current Desktop Picture ] some stupid one
[ Current Favorite Group(s) ] none really
[ Current Book you're reading ] like i read books in my spare time hahha
[ Current CD in CD Player] Lloyd Banks
[ Current Color Of Toenails ] nothing on my toenails
[ Current Refreshment ] coca cola
[ Current Worry]
LAST PERSON...
[ You Touched ] probably fiona who i hit haha
[ You Touched with Love in Your Heart] no one recently :(
[ You Talked to ] amy one of our boats at work had to turn around cuz a lady had a stroke and isnt conscience so im trying to find out details
[ You Hugged ] hmmm cortney when she came back from michigan
[ You Instant messaged ] hmmm dont remember
[ You Yelled At ] my mom :/
ARE YOU...
[ Understanding ] yes
[ Open-minded ] not really
[ Arrogant ] no
[ Insecure ] eh ya
[ Interesting ]quite boring actually
[ Random ] Can be
[ Friendly ] Yes
[ Smart ] occassionally
[ Moody ] Oh yes
[ Childish ] Sometimes
[ Independent ] not at all
[ Hard working ] nooo
[ Organized ] eh i can be
[ Healthy ] ehhh
[ Emotionally Stable ] Umm yeah I guess so
[ Shy ] In certain situations
[ Difficult ] ehhh
[ Attractive ] eh dont ask me
[ Bored Easily ] very
[ Messy ] no not really im not a fan of messes so i tend to clean up a lil
[ Thirsty ] no im drinkin hot chocolate with whipped cream :)
[ Responsible ] haha
[ Obsessed ] haha can be
[ Angry ] not right now but i have been said to be angry yes lol
[ Sad ] not really
[ Happy ] yah im leaving in 12 days!
[ Hyper ] yah because im so overtired
[ Trusting ] yeah
[ Talkative ] um yah
WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
[ Kill ] no one thats terrible
[ Slap ] oh i can think of a few people
[ Get Really Wasted With ] hahah
[ Get High With ] i dont smoke
[ Look Like ] hmm so many people
[ Talk To Offline ] uhhhh does it matter
[ Talk To Online ] ???
[ My Name Is ] megan
[ In The Morning I Am ] wicked mean
[ All I Need Is ] my friends :)
[ Love Is ] great
[ I'm Afraid of ] rejection
[ I Dream About ] everything
-H A V E .Y O U. E V E R . .
[ Pictured your crush naked? ] haha no
[ Actually seen ur crush naked ] No
[ Been in love ] Yes
[ Cried when someone died ] Yes
[ Lied ] Everyone has
-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R-
[ Coke or pepsi ] Pcoke
[ Flowers or candy] Flowers
[ Tall or short ] Tall
-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do you notice first?] looks and teeth
[last person you slow danced with] brian haha
[worst question to ask] stupid questions to be asked when im working
-W H O-
[makes you laugh the most?] jen m deanna and cort
[makes you smile] everyone
[gives you a funny feeling when u see them] uh
[gives you a funny feeling when you smell them] umm
[who do you have a crush on?] haha?
[who has a crush on you?] I don't know
[is easiest to talk to] deanna or cort
-D O. Y O U .E V E R-
[sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. you?] haah i have
[save aol/aim conversations] ahha occassionally
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex] uh NO
[cried because of someone saying something to you] yup
-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend] No
[been rejected] Yeah
[rejected someone] Yeah
[used someone] No
[been cheated on] No
[done something you regret] yes
-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone] random person...i work on phones and im workng
[you laughed with] karen
-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[smoke cigarettes] lol
[obsessive] Not really
[could u live without the computer?] No
[color ur hair] yeah
[ever get off the damn computer] When I have to
[habla espanol] Nope
[how many peeps are on ur buddylist?] 200
[drink alchohol?] occassionally
[like watching sunrises or sunset] Yes
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?] Emotional
-N U M B E R-
of times I have had my heart broken?: One
of hearts I have broken?: One
of continents I have lived in?: One
of tight friends?: 5
of cd's that I own?: Way too many to count right now
of scars on my body?: like 5
of things in my past that I regret?: wow dont even wanna go there
I KNOW: I should really do something at work
I WANT: to be at my house sleeping
I HAVE: to close my eyes
I WISH: i was anywhere but here
I HATE: Snakes
I MISS: nick
I FEAR: death
I HEAR: too many people talking
I WONDER: why im sitting here
I REGRET: eh
I LOVE: the movie A Cinderella Story
I ACHE: because im so f'n tired
I CARE: about my friends and family
I ALWAYS: work
I AM NOT: in the mood to work
I DANCE: because i love it
I SING: all the time
I CRY: when im hurt
I DO NOT ALWAYS: wanna be in this state
I FIGHT: with my brother
I WRITE: nothing
I WIN: uhh the MCAS AWARD
I LOSE: video games lol not that i ever play them
I CONFUSE: myself
I LISTEN: to everything: i have A Cinderella Story Soundtrack, Ashlee Simpson, and Lloyd Banks in my cd player
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: my car
I NEED: a boyfriend
I AM HAPPY: When I'm with my friends
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[04 May 2004|08:09am] |
im SO happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"Adolescence is the time in life when girls quit believing in fairy tales and start to believe in love." :D
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[14 Apr 2004|07:51am] |
wow mashpee high school is ridiculous...oh i have an office detention because i was tardy this morning because of my stupid brother..and because the traffic at the lights was backed up at least 1 1/2 miles. this is the most stupid thing that i have evere heard, and by the way i wont be going to OD so then i will have saturday school and i wont go to that, so then ill be suspended.
wow first time in my life...i never even get like regular detention....this is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo GAY ugh
well on a happier note...i leave for florida...TOMORROW...just get me outta here!!!!!! i need to finish packing tonight..cuz tomorrow i go tanning, then to dance, and then i come home and leave...wahooo
proms pretty soon...and im not excited at all...cuz it s gonna suck but whatever
i just dont feel like typing anymore
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[13 Apr 2004|11:27am] |
Im going to Florida in 2 days! YAY
I have been doing nothing lately. Just working dancing and school. Hung out with a bunch of random people this weekend but it was fun.
Today Deannas gonna come run a few errands with me which should be fun cuz we never get to hang out.
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[01 Apr 2004|11:23am] |
14 dayssssssssssssssss :)
I lost my voice today, I better go find it lollllllllllllllllllllllll im so tireddddddd
I have a day off today thank god so i just relax until i have to dance which would be fun except i dont feel good so im gonna be reallllllllll bad
I love when people think i really have a boyfriend haha freakin hystericalllll
well im gonna go byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee:)
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[31 Mar 2004|10:28am] |
Wow I never update this thing because my internet explorer at home doesnt work. That is because I have like no free space on my computer, because well IT SUCKS! I want a new one, but its all good cuz im getting a laptop for school in the summer. I am at school right now. I just finished the English work I had to get done, so now I have nothing to do. For some reason I am getting myself in gear, like I had senioritous the 1st half of the year and now I have to do good cuz I dont need to fail anything lol.
Anyways I have done nothing really exciting lately. I went to a dance competition. GREAT JOB GURLS! I am really gonna miss dancing with them. I have become so close with all of them, its gonna be hard to leave.
Alicia got me sick. I have a virus, Deanna's like dying and Alicia is at home puking. Wow what a great week we are all gonna have. I have to work today. GR i hate working sometimes. It's no fun at all. Especially since dan is at baseball and barely works anymore. :P
I leave for Florida in 15 days. I am really excited, except I better not be sick. And the fact that I have to drive like 30 hours in a car with my family. Thats a little outta control. I get to visit my school. Wow Im wicked happy.
Things in good ole Mashpee have been ok. I dont really understand people though. I wonder about half the kids in the school.
Well I have to go to English now, so Ill update later.
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[03 Mar 2004|11:21am] |
this month should actually be pretty fun...so far 2 important dates:
March 17th- DEANNAS 18TH BIRTHDAY WAHOOO!! we are going to be doing something, haha skipping school...but i havent figured out what i can do for her yet
March 27th- BWDC goes to a competition, which i will be at! im taking the day off, and alicia and i are going to go up there and go shopping and watch the competition...its gonna be mad fun!!
And we get to go look for our prom dresses, which im kinda excited about now.
Well today is going to be okay...I have to work for 4 hours. I hope Ryan's running the floor. Cuz hes def. the best floor manager or whatever...and dan is working so thats good but i dont kno who else cuz patty isnt. well i g2g byeeeeeeeee
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